You know what I hate? When I get two sentences mixed up in my head and then say a jumbled mess that nobody understands. Or when I start suffering from sudden mind blanks. It's okay when that happens with somebody I know well because then you can just say it again, or think about what you meant to say, but when it happens at work, and I'm trying to say a nice goodbye... and then I just go like, "Thanks you," or "have a nice weekend!" on Tuesday... or "Would you like... er... sorry, just forgot what I wanted to ask. Ah, yes, would you like a bag?"
I feel so idiotic sometimes.
And then I laugh and blush about it afterwards when I'm safely shut up in my room where nobody can see me.
I have this story idea. I think I mentioned it before, the one that was inspired by Viva la Vida by Coldplay. It's gonna be a fantasy story, which means world building, yay! I have this love/hate relationship with world building. It's fantastic when you get to make up a whole world, but... oh, the effort it takes. So much naming, so much inventing, so much creativity needed... and sometimes, when my creativity is taking a break, I just get nowhere with it. I like the drawing maps part, though. That's always fun. I feel like God sometimes. Not that I know what God feels like.
God probably laughs at me when I splutter out random nonsense. Words out of the blender that is my mind. Oh, seems like my creativity is done napping and is now in horrible metaphor mode.
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